ilovehimihatehim.

i feel my heart voraciously clawing itself. he's not only hurt me like fuck, he's also insulted my friend. i hate the sick perverse bastard side of him. it's obvious i can't satisfy him.

part of me tells me a breakup will do me good. but i just can't let him go. i love him. yes nur nasuha loves khairulanwar.

its amazing how my friends can make me feel so much better. i really am grateful for them, iya, nat, lihssie, qiqi.

why is it that i go for guys with ego?

he says he's sorry. he explains that it's normal. i say i'm sorry. i explain that i'm a girl i have good reason to be upset.

she walks behind him, her treads barely making a sound. she tries not to think about it. tears stung at her eyes, ardent with persistence to break free. she takes even breaths. he doesn't even seem to notice a thing..

fuck it lah.

oh & there's this girl at my school. dulu typical minarep. skrg..*drum roll* EMOKID. mentang2 bf punk..

i don't know if i can ever get over this..

i miss ikmal bin hisharm..