after reading seri's blog, i've decided not to change my blog URL =). after all, it's not as if i'm the sort who goes around slandering and defaming the authority. i mean, i'm not dumb. its a WWW.

lately i haven't had ANY time for anyone/anything except studying, d&t and more d&t. 've been staying back every single day til 6, go straight home, study all the way til around 1-3. then wake at 5 so i can take my own sweet time and still not be late. when my dad asked me why i'd grown eyebags suddenly, i told him why. and this is his reply

"wa caya lu ah!" ("i believe in you!" in 'GANGSTER' language)

i was like whaaaaaat? oh well, at least it's better than a lecture about overstressing myself. i am not overstressing. i just need to study 'cos i'm pretty much dumb.

disclaimer: don't read this if you find BGR disgusting
he left our ring in the backpocket of his jeans. his mother found it. well, that happened to me too, but my mum is pretty cool & she even (jokingly) threatened to wear it if i don't take care of it properly. however, his mum is just..different. let's just say my family is made out of ionic bonds and his, covalent bonds. for all non-science geeks, i'm trying to say that my family is more close-knit than his. maybe it's the age differece. (his dad is as old as my grandma)

oh and since i've promised not to defame anyone, i'll make this paragraph subtle. plus, in tiny font. (cool kan?)
stop being such a sad case. don't portray yourself as the victim when you're the one who inflicted this upon yourself. now that you're in trouble, you're seeking (unfair and biased) help from an authoritised position. who'd lie just to save your precious butt. it's despicable. notice i'm not paying any attention to you? yeah, 'cos i don't think you deserve the attention (that you obviously want). i've the right mind to tell her about this. tell her the truth. the two of you, you're playing not only with the emotions of others but also the law. it's utter injustice. furthermore, you hurt my friends without even an apology. instead, you turn to them , for what? protection? sympathy? they're way too nice. they forgive and forget easily. and i hate it that you're putting it at your advantage. and don't accuse people. haven't you heard of "innocent until proven guilty"? and why are you so angry at her/him? isn't she/he doing the right thing by telling him the truth?

okay i'm done. oh & since my darling principal wants us to put up poems, here's one as a consolation for any emotional outburst displayed above.

Just heard the news today, let yourself down once again
Trusted your feelings in a place that no one goes
Will you do anything, to satisfy your so-called friend?
There's something you ought to know, before you explode

All I want to do is make sure you stop chasing rainbows
Trusting those around you is an easy thing to do
I'm not saying don't believe in someone that you don't know
Just don't go on thinking that the whole world tells the truth

(any of you who knows, shh..)