bernard is a fucked up bastard.

he picked on me(as usual, only worse) yesterday. why? COS I BOUGHT FOOD. the whole FUCKING class bought it & he only saw nur nasuha! STYLE EH BERNARD. & bcos of the food he interrogated me there;

b: i think we need to monitor you closely from now on. *blablabla*

n: (loudly) WHAT? JUS BCOS I BOUGHT FOOD??

b: (shouts. cos dah paiseh) TAKE UR BAG AND GO TO THE ATRIUM NOW!

lame rite? & he detained be there for the rest of the fuckin skl day. told me to write a letter. so i told him to stop pissing me & my friends off unreasonably. so, he, being the EGOISTIC DICKHEAD he is, couldnt accept it & walk away with tai between his legs. he screamed to my face at the atrium (siallah my face kene basuh sial). blablabla, said i wasnt to go to sports day since he pisses me off. eventually i did go to the stadium, where he screamed into my face to get out. i tried to b strong but i cant. i feel so weak nowadays. ever since my birthday..ok shall not talk about it. and me being emotionally unstable, i sat outside the stadium & cried. yes i noe, pathetic. whatever. yap is so nice. he consoled me almost the whole time i was there, and so was peterson. pson was saying he thinks im a gd student cos i do well for his lessons, all that shit, but mr bernard the motherfucker didnt know that. its etched in his freakin head that im a dumb useless piece of crap. maybe i am, so? i'm a piece of crap who deserve respect too. i'm not ur mistress you can vent out ur frustrations on. ok i noe tak kene mengene. but who cares. so i sat there. den razif ramli came, complaining abt bernard too. den erni & tis guy came, askin abt me. she was err...nice? maybe its fake, cos we all noe she doesnt like my frens. =) but who cares. i needed support. khaii came, piya & queenie came, but left cos yap told dem to go in. & yap my favourite beer belly persuaded bernard to let me in.

so we were standing like this;(plan view)












ah den bernard was THREATENING me but i was adamant on not lookin or listening to him. i pretended he wasnt there. i only answered when yap or p-son spoke. & that really pissed bernard off. frm what i've said so far, you should realise i love making bernard all agitated & fucked up. yes, im a bitch. so in the end yap darling let me in. & i was still crying. UNSTABLE LAH. mrs neo came to console me. haha! unfortunately she didnt understand what i was talkin cos 1. she's getting hard of hearing, 2.my speech was slurred. so in the end lihssie came to pick me up & i sat with khaii & his frens & my darlings e whole time. bernard kept loitering around, like delibrately, to find something wrong that i was doing. uber lame.

den during the innovators cheerleading, i told seth to take away khaii's glasses. why? cos i dont want him to oogle at lenny darling & adillah's body. yes, i'm bloody inferior to them, i'm aware of that =). & i took his glasses again during explorers cheerleading cos julieh (or watever her name is) was swinging her boobies ard. =(. fine, nas petty ah. haiz. im feeling so ugly. my eyes r too big,juling,not matching, my nose is crooked, my lips r ugly, my teeth are..bluerrk!, my body too skinny, boobs too small, ugly ass..need i say more? ohwell, a pic speaks a hundred words rite.
















there? i'm an ugly piggy. wuhuhu.


okay today went out with khaii. =) ferst went to city hall, den fareast(fried mars bar!!) den heeren. y walk frm one place to another? cos we were on the search for my pink&bluegreen pony bag i wanted. unfortunatedly all places were sold out. =((( so in the end bought a puma bag! =) its nice. =))) i love u khaii darling. i cant get enuf of him i tell u. i must cuddle/kiss him at least once a minute when im with him. he's my life support system. yes, i'm against euthanasia(mainly cos im scared to die). i love you. dont ignore me. pls gimme a call..

watching movie with ain tml. KAKAK2 UMUR 16 PEEE!