to him: i cant deny the fact that im fucking disappointed to you. in fact i cant stop my tears frm gushing rite now. yes i'm kental, overprotective, unreasonable for not letting u *****. whatever. i'm so hurt rite noe cos i love u too much. when u succumb to peer pressure & temptation so easily, it just lets me down. & furthermore, u could still turn e tables & threaten to leave me. i feel like dying. just how much do i mean to u? i noe i'm not the perfect girlfren, but i try to keep my promises to u. i didnt order when i went out just now, i try to cut down on chatting with guy frens, all for u. yet..i dunno. i feel like someone took a mallet and smashed my heart into fucking smithereens. i'm probable not gonna talk to u in a while..i cant stand this..
fuck ah..no mood nk pegi nite class. i dont wanna see him. it'll break me even more..
nas killed the drama at
12:52 AM on Friday, March 31, 2006
hardcore dances
now i want to be buried in your backyard
and when the flowers grow,
just know you're still in my heart.
that's me inside your head
i am nasuha
i have a group of friends with
never-ending passing fads
shoogas;punlogs;
superfriends; matrep/minahrepclan