to father: who needs you when i've got a mother and brother who give in to me once i cry? at least they have a heart for me.

okay so bcos of daddy's "rule"(no guyfriends of his daughter is allowed in e hse. but it's pretty dumb. he lets me go out on dates, but he doesnt let me bring them hm. isnt home safer?) lucky abg was kind enough to lend me his laptop, tho he had work to do(aww..) we had to meet up at dwntown east mcD. me sewi khaii & seth. (khaii misspelled his own name! oh god..ahahahha) yeah so me n khaii did our work ferst, and passed e laptop to sewii & seth. i was tired so i lay down on khaii's shoulder (wad? friends cannot ah?). seth & sewii was giggling. den was bored so e two of us walked ard. around 7 parted off and the guys sent the respective girls home. (aww..)

u noe..sometimes i wonder what it'll be like to be those girls who can have their boyfriends sleep over their house..go out of house anytime they want..wear anytime they want. must be pretty cool. but then i look at those ppl and realise that they usually have a major conflict in their life. be it with the law, family or friends. comparing their lives and mine, i probably have more ppl who love me and care for me. yes, im grateful. alhamdulillah.

oh and for some reason. i'm really 'commited'. i dont reply to "nak berkenalan" msgs frm frenster. and i don't care if my ex-squeezes flirts with me. okay i'm weird.