to that person if you're somehow reading this.
i want u to know that i miss you and i still love you so.
the only reason i'm not contacting you anymore is that i don't want to get between you and her again.
she hates me, she always has, and it's time you realise that.
you say i hurt you alot during our post-breakup period, and yes i admit, i have.
but you have hurt me alot too.
i
cry CRIED everynight because of you.
i know now you hate me and you're probably planning revenge.
i don't care.
i still love youi still love youi still love youi still love youi still love youbut even though i do, i know we're just not meant to be, thus our breakup.
i swear to you there were no third parties involved.
you may not believe this but the only guys i talked to were my FRIENDS
FRIENDS meaning, just people being there for me without sweet little nothings exchanged
useless me saying all this. you would never believe me anyway.
that's you, always not trusting me..
oh fuck just let me cry in peace. and then i'll drink milo while watching sweet home alabama.
nas killed the drama at
5:57 AM on Sunday, December 25, 2005