before i begin this entry, i would like to thank some people who were there:
-the m1 song owner. for some weird unknown reason, that cheered me up.
-the old friend. blablabla

okay those of u who dunno. i'm not telling. it's too strange. wooo.

okay for the last few days my outings have been cancelled. and i'm fucking sick of it okay. there's nth to do at hm. i mean, if like i have a big booming friendster accounts like amy or ika, at least i cud entertain myself with prettifying my profile more or sth. but mine is, truthfully, measly. but i dun really care. the thing is about me. i can't stand the feeling of being unloved. someone HAS to be there for me when i'm having my mood swings/pms-es. and sometimes, i vent my anger out on the most innocent of people. uh-oh.

anyway, all my girlfriends is working/holidaying/not close at the moment. and of cos, nas won't ever let me go out with any guy friends.

so what am i to do now?

oh seriously, i can die out of boredom.